这个七月八月

部落格，好久不见！

这几个月高高低低地
有人说我遇见了低潮
有人说我遇见了甜蜜

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27.07.2011
那个只不过长得像男人的女人让我觉得自己被fool了的时候
既使只是一段小小的友谊也让我崩溃不已
像滑浪一样，喝的满口盐水，再呛了几回
呛了盐水的滋味久久违散
我们的友谊中止了
所有当初被他划过的痕迹一一浮现
渐渐地才发现他不是男人
拥有几千种厌恶嘴脸的他或许是Guinness World Records里的首席人物
四川变脸或许是他的绝技
批评lan叻是他与生俱来的生活技能
我说怎么当初我会愿意跟他交朋友
现在的我，随你便
我连戴上面具的力气都不想花费
尽管在facebook骂我，最好把我骂得遍体鳞伤
哈哈

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18.07.2011
忙忙碌碌地过了两个星期
复杂的感觉乱糟糟
一大堆从来没有想过的问题都堆到了脑子里
我只能说谢谢你丢了一大桶的问卷让我深入探讨
原来没有什么是不可能的
不是你，是这个ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔ值得让我思考
时间滴滴答答地终究让它变成了回忆
答案的本质也渐渐地不重要了
尽管是错觉也依然会很美好

30.07.2011
我想我疯了
请提醒我喝酒记得吃晚餐
请提醒我酒会让人乱性
请提醒我胃酸倒退的感觉
只有ＡＷＦＵＬ和呕吐物的味道
不想喝烈酒
不想早上张开眼睛看见倒着的马桶 >//<

Ｂｏａｒｄ　Ｇａｍｅｓ引起一段热潮
连着几个周末我们都聚集在Ｃｌｕｅｄｏ旁
猜猜谁是凶手
好健康！！

这七月八月不太精彩！哈哈

Go Short!

It has been 14 days ago since I got short. It was definitely during a hard time when everyone has some comments. I am brave (for certain things) but not confident enough. I made myself silent and feeling to bury myself while something came in different way, I hope it didn't freak my friends out. 

It was all good at first. I have fear of height since small and almost cried out while shaking my steps on the zig zag bridge xxx meters above the ground in the early morning. I shout loudly for the Jesus Christ height while flying within tree and tree, yet released all negative emotion accumulated in days and days. It was fun and fun!

Then, following CYee to barber's with dirty body, dry hair, and make no prepared about hairdressing at all. Stepping into the barbershop, I know I need a haircut, and I was told that cut to be like Charmaine Sheh, hah, she is beautiful.

Have you ever wake up earlier and go for a walk? Fresh, I would say. As Buddhist says 三千丝烦恼, it's true, you wouldn't like to carry a messy hair everyday, when it all gone, you feel free and like a breath in morning. However, it's soon hurricanes when word doesn't come as good as you felt. Though things blew away in a minute, it doesn't matter because I am good now :D

New Haircut in 12th June 2011. LIKE.

08-05-2011

It was the first Sunday in the month of May - 8th. Wake up in the morning by the ringing of my lovely cow alarm clock, I open my eyes, and ready for the coming excitement of the day. After a year long of googling in internet and struggling of the dazzling models in market, I decided to get myself an intelligence imaging product which announced in August of 2010 - Nikon D3100.

The reason why I choose N is just because I like Nikon. In despite of the inconvenient brought by the no built in AF motor in body, I feel comfortable with the extreme contrast colour bring into the image. I chose the basic model of DSLR is because it's the best camera I could buy within my budget constraint, and which produce the best image quality (IQ) between the range; and I do believe that lens contribute IQ more than the body do, so why not save the few pennies for my next lens.

Looking at this little N, I was hardly to believe it's in my hand now. But a completely dazed is unavoidable, even I was simply taking a 100 pictures in my house. Overall, so far so good, I believe it could save the joyful moment coming next.

Testing 1 2 3:

Fatty Jo
















Rolling Panda, lovely!!











A pleasure day











Go green















First manual lesson,
yellowish can get rid by WB setting.

-END-

au revoir '10

Being a forgetful person...here come with my review of 2010 ^-^
It's another good good year I had been.

Jan
- The month i hang out the most with bebe, wang &         Karena.
- We went to Cameron Highland, a precious moment
    ever!

Feb
 - My baby is back =)
 - I got my first day pack.
 - I got my first LONG HAIR!!
 - We went to Neal place swimming on a Saturday, definitely      had some fun!
 - I met Ong and Lee Wen the ever first.
 - It's Engkee & Neal's birthday! We had a long table =)






Mar
- The first try of 'La Bodega', love it since after.
- Had a small gathering with Vicky..etc at La Bodega. I miss Vic^^

Apr
*PENDING*

 


May
- I cut my long hair to middle length^^
- The first CF project i've done, had a tea with Justin.
- The first time visited Perhentian with my lovely and           funny classmates.
- Yes! i fall in love to Island.
- The first time i'd experienced 'Concert' in my life and       met Khalil.

June
- I'd my last french class from Cyril. *sob sob*
- I got into Sime Darby.
- It's Vic's birthday! We lunch at Fong Lai, Garden.

July
- The month i hang out the most with Kiwi san~
- The month i exercise the most! I SWIM!
- We found Steam Burger is delicious!
- It's Bear's birthday!



Aug
- The month i spent the most in EATING!!
- The month of crazy steam burger fever!
- I'd a gathering with my sweethearts.~
- I'd tried El Mason. I couldn't dislike Espanol           food, b'cuz it's delicious!

Sep
- I eat DURIAN!
- Engkee and I had a dinner with Ong at Passage Thru India.
- I'd another great time in La Bodega again =)
- It's min's birthday!

Oct
- My birth month, had a blast!
- My lovely colleague - Pow Pow resign T.T
- I got my LC-A!!
- It's cyee's birthday! Chyn's birthday!

Nov
- I'd a dinner with my classmates after a long break.
- I buy my first BIKINI <3

Dec
- Bobo is attached!
- It's Sinyee, Ong & Bo's birthday, at the same day!
- Cut my hair again!!!
- Had a ever peace Christmas.
- I got my last few minute of 2010 in Mont Kiara Solaris =)

un jour heureux

--20 Novembre, Samedi--

 The day i meet SY after 5 months...
She looks great ^-^
The one who really working hard in life ♥
 
 I luv I luv NY =)

*** *** ***

Have a bikini is just like a dream of your first wedding dress =)
Dress up yourself and stay young. XOXO~

I got mine finally, luv it ^-^

She is so right.

"if you can take the responsibility for your studies, then at the end of it you’ll find you’ve managed to get your life in order too"

cavities

can you imagine if you got 8 decayed teeth?

if i had not seen doctor for cleaning
i afraid i will soon suffer by toothache
and probably toothless now

I had filled 6 decayed teeth in the past two months
2 more waiting to fill, included root canal T.T
and there are three teeth is been infected

now i realized how important to take care of yourself
there is not only skin care we have to concern
every single organ is equally important!

i shall quit liquor for my own good
and also lesser junk food!!

please visit http://www.webmd.com/oral-health/
and make cleaning treatment for every six months!!

c'est Julio

其实我有很多东西想写
可是过了的感觉很难提

******
一号。星期四

放上新playlist
疯狂爱上*feeling good*
~bird flying high you know how i feel~

******
二号。星期五

被一个莫名其妙的老女人羞辱
我只想说我是个礼貌的女生
出乎意料的原来我的本质是如此的善良

一直都际遇很好的时候
就不知觉忽视了一些社会上不好的元素
我真的还很单纯，和迟钝

如果再一次遇到她
我依然会对她说声谢谢
别人如何看待我没有想象中的重要

口袋里有多少钱并不能等代表什么
它本身的意义从来就不存在

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七号。星期三

爵士、婚纱
这是个浪漫的夜晚
也有一个看了会让我不舒服的女生 *反感*

觉得自己处理感觉的level进步了
至少我不会再看到或听到的情况下反胃、厌恶
默默的忽视她是我对人类的尊重
显然我还是需要礼貌上望她一眼，微笑点点头
因为我是camera lady = ='

这比我预期中有点不太一样

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八号。星期四

这天开始我爱上Nikon
做功课做了快一个月
不管在上班的时候、在家闲着的时候、累了的时候
‘朝思暮想’最贴切

原以为我深爱着Canon
家里的G10、老A710、朋友们的单反(SLR)都尽是Canon
留下特好的印象
不过经一番研究和现场试用
我的新欢是D90

“don't obsess about the number of pixels a DSLR cam has.”
这一句让我对像素(picture elements)没有要求
反而体验过4.5fps，我没有办法不要求速度
12800的ISO、HD video mode也没有吸引到我
手上握着D90的感觉，原来质感那么重要

加入傻婆的行列 =)

REBEL T2i *like*

i hope the next morning when i wake up will see this up on my desk =)

♥Canon delighting you always

四天好像四年

不知道这是打了第几份工
可是已经没有以前那种害怕陌生的感觉

******

通知。
不知名的情况下
被Sime Darby录取了
只能说上天对我还不错


打工第一天。
被派到AP(Acc Payable)组
满是黑色皮肤的组织让我有点大跌动力
温柔的华人是我的team leader
总算有点安慰

不过黑色皮肤们也不见得是我们普遍上认为的姿态
依然还是有很多不错的同胞
只不过一叠一叠高高的invoice让我忍不住钓大鱼
意思是我真的打瞌睡到一个不可理喻的状态
不过我还是快速的完成了我的工作


打工第二天。
莫名的熟悉感回来了
回到了朝九晚五的感觉

当价值观改变的时候
追求的事物不一样的时候
所有那么无法被接受的事物都变得可以接受了


打工第三天。
原来世界真的很大
我都忘了我的公司Sime Darby Global Service是Accounting & Finance Group
好心的黑皮肤同胞介绍了其他Team的华人给我
终于我可以正常的吃饭了

不过大家还是一样第一个给我的反应认为我是...Trainee。
澄清，我读的是Economics and Finance
从来对Accounting没有兴趣
每次遇到accounting的position，只是为了赚钱


打工第四天。
被同组的‘Ana Favor’(印度帅哥)误认为是PWC的Auditor
我只能说谢谢你的赏识
看来我外表还不差

******

我有时候会相信上天对我们家的职业，眷顾甚多。
我从来都不知道自己到底拥有什么样的才能
让我每次都可以如愿以偿进到大公司

谢谢~

a Chinese.

do you ever felt something like "I shame on you"?

the first time i felt of shame on someone
when the one who said "I can't understand la!" this afternoon
i just can't understand how could the words unblushingly come out from your mouth
seems like it turns to be granted for you

don't forget you are born to be a chinese, not an english man
you can give a scorn laugh at my english and french
but you never embarrass about mandarin of yourself
how shame on you

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the first time listen a 10min french conversation at ear
and spontaneous to say 'excusez-moi' to a french
when i was queue up at the lrt entrance
it was a mere delusion that it's part of my life at the moment..

-10th June 2010, Thursday-

Japon

最近吹起日本风

日本或是许多女生的梦想
身边像傻婆、波波就去过无数次日本
芹卡勒纳一家几个月前也走了一圈回来
日本也是昭莹的终极梦想
慧诗，就是那个有半个日本血统的男人的女人，想去北海道

我想或许我不是女生，虽然我粉爱日剧
可是对日本暂时没什么向往
会有种感觉.....日本是有钱的时候我才会去度假的地方
对，是度假，不是背包 ^^

知道卓恩和波波落实明年二月去日本
让我很想参与一脚
跟一群朋友去日本，我想一定别于背包的感觉
况且三千大元包机票的预算很吸引人 (因为住宿不用钱)
让我有点心动

可是一分钟后，就被理智拉了回来
一想到自己一月将会探访老挝十八天，就觉得自己有点过分
而且或许时间许可我的taj mahal之旅将会实现
认识我的人都知道我热爱印度就像昭莹热爱日本一样
那是我二十一岁的梦想
所以我无法不时时刻刻提醒自己的责任
我最大的目标就是要好好读书
满是planning的状态下
我很知足，暂时任何奢想都没有

日本就这样说拜拜了
さようなら~
Au revoir~

crazy!

the work of cleaning a house
first thing first, tidy up my room
of course get rid of all my notes and past year papers
it become like this

i used to sort out my notes subject by subject every time after exam
and this is what i have done in two times exam preparation
seriously this is freaking crazy than yesterday night
i must be mad of taking UOL

how do i handle this notes and study guides now
save it until i graduate, then burn it?

i got poison!

i got a swollen finger

has bitten by a sting bug this morning

when i was waiting ktm

sob sob

using swollen finger to hold camera is not easy

writing even hard

aweful~

-17th May 2010-

21st years old 7months and 7days

it has been annoyed me since my preparation of exam
seriously i can't bear for my messy hair anymore
i have no 1minute to hesitate about this question
but sis gives me a hesitate staring

it recalls me.....
i was crying when the last time barber cut short my hair
there is many years ago
mom took me to cut short my hair
when i was transferred into ch primary sch

and now....the same thing happened
but i'm feeling pleasure this time ^^

-15th May 2010-

how i wish

how i wish i could lie on beach now
i need a long vacation
having a blank moment
no internet, no computer, no tvb
reading a favor book
this is my life

how i wish i could stay one more day
with sunshine and ocean
unfortunately i have no time
neither go earlier nor back later
french class and Khalil concert packed
this is my life

13May, only God know

12May2010. I remember i started study at 14:30
13May2010. I remember i started exam at 14:00

22:42 now
my eyelid are hundred tons of weight

about 20hours of studying
3hours struggling in exam hall
and 2.5hours steamboat followed
feeling so exhausted yet excited
May is gotta have lot of fun ;)

however
be worried
in the deepest heart
i could only tell myself
i pray for it since day to night
let god decide whether i deserve for it

if screw up
i may not have a reason to continue my study
world is reality
it may be a doomsday for me
..life is never easy

******



im thinking a 100 things i should do in holiday
included have a LC-A♥

12May, Absence

I suppose to resit the previous paper on later 2pm, but i made a decision. Due to not much effort that i have put into this subject, and lesser preparation than my last attempted, i should not sit for the exam, tho there are 3 max attempt and only latest mark will be reflect.

Anyway, i wasted 85pounds this year :/ i don't know why i paid rm700+...dad will kill me. i gotta make sure i can score 80 above next year. cause my first half unit only get 40marks, and thus an average of 60.

To classify 2nd upper class, i gotta make sure there are 2 foundation units are awarded on 2nd upper class(60marks). Since i have taken all the foundation units, this resit is become important.

Examination make me strongly feeling that im a student. But it came too late, i will attend my last paper on tomorrow. and the next one, would be on may 2011. Blessing me~~

11may, First Paper

the first time im praying so so so so hard
i know, because it's yet to push hardest
that's why i was keep collecting 'good luck' from my friends
hope it really works

3 hours exhausting in exam hall
press hardest to my calculator
hope that could get full marks in my Calculation
also trying to aggregate marking to 34, passing rate
it is not so easy, uh...(*blessing* again)...
well, i really tried
even i wasn't memorize the Theory question

7pm got back home
am feeling so so so tired
cooking 十全大补汤 now
recharging myself for the next fighting
tho it is somehow being sick to study
but then jojo is very annoying now
because of the smell of soup pervaded the house
arghhh! im going to kill her and add in to my soup!!

an impulse

this is cool.

i google *momalim*, as the nickname i used in twitter & tripadvisor, my previous post in tripadvisor are shown in results by different languages of tripadvisor web, included japanese. and my twitter home page also.

soon after, i register a same name to my couch surfing account ;) glad that, i found a hoster in Vientiane. I'm going to join this powerful interaction of travelers?! hah, this is really exciting!

i will look forward to my upcoming trip =)
shouted for LAOS!


P.S.
I hate of this excitement, in this moment!
b'cuz i gotta stay focused on my books now!!