Sunday, February 20

F-A-M

It's being a hard time when you have no supports.

I clarify to it

This is pretty ridiculous whenever I heard from my friends...
I would never deny how I like western. That's a truth always, everyone knows. It's just happened naturally when I was small...

The first place that I'm interested to pay a visit was Rome, Italy. Maybe it's just because of Dan Brown, he gives me the first impression about western, and I could remember there is a map of Rome in the first page of Angels and Demons. It isn't that all though, I have read a lot of novels that putting Europe in background. That may be the most influenced, soon there is Europe fever comes to me..

I like western, in both peoples and cultures. I think they have a very different lifestyle compare to Asian. They have the gorgeous architecture that I have ever seen. Vincent Van Gogh has the best artworks in the world. I like coat, I like western fashion. I like their features, deep eyes & good body shape. I appreciate who behave gentlemanly. Etc......I like all of these. it's just kind of curious towards a different culture. However, most of the peoples put me into the other way.

Yea, I do like hot guys but who else doesn't?! If there is an Asian hot guy showing up in front of me, I would pumped too. The fact is, there is not much of hot guy in our circle. And I do appreciate those exotic romance. It's kind of romantic I would like to say that, because it's hard to get two peoples come into a relationship and when it comes to an exotic characteristic, I think it's beautiful....

I am not that kind of girl who living with their fantasy, imagine how she meet his prince while falling down on street. I have lack of imagination, I couldn't think of a reason to make me fancy of marry with a western, and I hardly remember when I have expressed I want a western soul mate?! I just simply LIKE them, just like how I like your facebook status. Nothing too much.

I am feeling bad about peoples claim that I am lying on this. It's horrible when more than five peoples think who you are in the way that actually it isn't so true. I clarify to it. Like doesn't mean Love.

Tuesday, February 15

生活在老挝

在老挝的半个月里
生命像似绽放的花朵,缤纷色彩
匆匆路过,慢慢享受,时光是个美妙的定律
我用我一辈子的心情,享受风光艳丽的景色
日落日出,简单朴实

我们走过片片荒野,来到大自然的雕塑
溪哗啦啦的流水犹如内心的热情,渴望生命的惊喜
湄公河豚露出水平面五十公分,日光散落在河面上
辉辉相映

看着吴哥前身的景象  风华绝代
朵朵鲜花与树枝的陪伴
站立数个世纪  耐人寻味

他乡的我来到异乡
头盔重心跌在后脑勺,手心抓紧
机车飘荡在尘土中,看着德国人的背影
片片老挝景色像影片里的fast forward
一幅幅存留在记忆

我们匆匆路过这对新人的婚礼
身挂传统服饰
在老挝啤酒与欢愉的歌声里度过
犀牛也幸福的微笑了

回过神来,我颤抖在湄公河畔
粉红色的围巾缠绕着脖子
骑着轮胎半径大于一把长尺的单车
细细的轮胎划过风霜的沙石
一艘艘地木船漂泊在湄公 
耳里听着首首动人的歌声 
时间漫无目的地划过
快乐沉淀在心里 

扑通落下
我张开眼睛,呼吸紧促
一片朦朦胧胧的蓝色湖水
头也浮不出水面来
却没有害怕
非常深刻

下一天韩国小子呕得七上八下  路途颠簸
一个老挝风情被磨灭的地方却带给了我们不一样的体会
层层山色景象,我把心留下来了

吊在半空心离地的时候
我想我疯了
我想这个地方疯了

漂流南松河畔
我手里握着酒瓶,一手靠火炉取暖
British Anna坐在桥底下荡千秋,河水缓缓流过
澳洲同性恋的女生抓紧Sinyee,找寻安慰
"Poppin bottles in the ice, like a blizzard"
Far East Movement的歌声飘过
摄氏20度,我们穿着比基尼湿透了在河畔跳舞
疯了,这不是老挝

停留在Aussie Bar吉他的旋律中
我不记得那些兴起的歌词、也不记得大家的笑声
Bucket, Laobeer, Tiger, Tecquila却留在照片里
Threesome这尴尬的字眼,我现在明白了

忘了在Q Bar门前的喊叫
忘了Adam取了什么"Crazy xxx Lim"
忘了老外高喊着"Asian!"
Dirty Bit唱了我们的记忆
美好的时刻因为Q bar的存在还是瑞典和美国的情怀

三天三夜的疯狂扒地
我们空空虚虚地来到老挝的首都
没有地铁,没有商场,没有猪扒包
很多轿车也有很多单车
漫无目的地围绕着中心行走
一步步一步步
把最后的心情收拾起来打包回家

老挝的背包没有60L+20L的背包大
却装满了记忆和欢乐
满载而归 

回来的第二天
张开眼睛的一刹那
 原来发了场梦

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Friday, February 4

Peoples.

It was like a dream for the 18 days in Laos. It's flashing on my mind....from quarrel to pleasing, chilling, drowning, and ended up with crazy and laughing. It was amazing, a memorable dream...

I'd quarreled at the 24 hours before I depart. I pay for everything I belong, included happy. It was getting worst while i get back. We'd disappointed to each other, relation spoiled and recovering, or may be not. Life may not that easy as we expected or have seen. There are something awaiting for us always, no matter how you wanna put it away, it comes to you anyhow. La vie.

My journey may started at the inappropriate occasion/mood. But it still works. Time flies. I had a good time along the journey. Thank you for giving me meeting peoples, I feel better whenever I've met someone. It may be an easy thing for them, but it means a lot for me. Whenever I listen a story of oneself, they inspire me, they direct me. It isn't a vacation, it's a journey. it carries a lot.