failure doesn't counts

Thanks cyee bring me along for this trip

I was feeling awful in past few days, maybe past few months

though i always heeheehaha along with friends

eating delicious exxy food 

talking loud about my new hobbies, backpacking/nikon

nightmare about zombies....

All the negativities were just 'pop!' dropped on the muddy road along my sweat 

I do feeling better

when psychically exhausted offset the tiring of mind

everything has a new started 

As my professor said

never say give up 

it doesn't matter how long you need to go

one day you would achieve it

and when faith and opportunity come

that is your destiny 

I appreciate all of the advises and encourages

In the process of studying UOL 

the most harder time is when you losing, confusing yourself 

I believe if there is your lowest point, you would never be lowest

that's the mean that your are going to another high peak

UOL is just fair

you got what you have put

1 is always 1

putting 1unit of input is always 1unit of output could be produce 

it never goes wrong

I deserved for how much i had put

That's alright

Failure of today doesn't means anything

you never know what is coming next

make it true!

I am just nervous like how Jojo shock by thunder in raining day...sitting diam diam on her pan, that's how she behave.

I am waiting for the day..the day i can shout "yes! i pass all the subjects!", and say the nervous and insomnia for the past few months do reserve a value.

The only thing other than pray hard, i breath deep and tell myself, no matter what the result would be, i will bear for it. Since the first day i made the decision, i bear for the consequences it stands.

This three months was a devil holiday ever....i will release on 1st of September soon.

God, you tell me what i deserve to? a shorter life? a broken heart? or a graduation on time? what about my postgraduate studies?

I don't want a dream, i want it be true.

常乐

“可是你知道吗？其实还有很多国家连煤气都没有，过着生火煮饭的生活，我们不是很好了吗？”
“我们哪里可以跟他们比，人要向前看，才会有进步！”

我觉得你们说得那么恶劣，要嘛你参政，做个第二个奥巴马，要嘛别在哀怨这个国家了呗。

的确我们站立着的这片土地是那么的不平等，那么的呆滞；看着身边齐步的国家被挂上“先进国”，而我们依然被地理课本标签为“发展中国家”，可以感觉我们国家的政治发展确实有待改进。

可是要成为“先进国”背后需要付出的代价...恒河沙数。日本拿活生生的中国人来实验，可怕吗？美军的radiation秘密研究，不可怕吗？

我们活在一个没有饥荒、恶疾、火山、洪水、地震、枪林弹雨、政治叛变、生化实验、Death Valley死寂的地理位置，拥有抵御全球暖化的大片热带雨林，在一个这么和平的地方，人们为什么不可以知足...常乐？

根据2009年的《The World Factbook》，世界GDP (Gross Domestic Product) ranking，马来西亚位榜上62名次，活在拥有196个国家的星球上，马来西亚差得让你活在哀怨里吗？

tornado

可不可以有强烈的风
把所有情绪吹走  留下灵魂

张开双手
抓不住的风就像抓不住的思想
抓不住的思想就像抓不住的风

飘飘荡荡
哪怕只有天知道
也要有那么一个明白过

'fri:dəm

Freedom ['fri:dəm] n.
It stands for securing to everyone an equal opportunity for life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

*****

i will leave one day
because that's the only way i could survive
it doesn't mean physically freedom of oneself but something inner
perhaps...i was just born to be

-10 Août 1999-

每次看到十岁大的阿瑸，总让我想起...
原来当时我也只不过是个小孩

这是梦境中的现实

我开始清楚
*心里没有那个位置*的原因

我迷恋着的是个不属于我的世界
身边路过的亚洲男生早已钓不住我的视线

我爱的原来是那个背着背包的西方脸孔
大祸！

cavities

can you imagine if you got 8 decayed teeth?

if i had not seen doctor for cleaning
i afraid i will soon suffer by toothache
and probably toothless now

I had filled 6 decayed teeth in the past two months
2 more waiting to fill, included root canal T.T
and there are three teeth is been infected

now i realized how important to take care of yourself
there is not only skin care we have to concern
every single organ is equally important!

i shall quit liquor for my own good
and also lesser junk food!!

please visit http://www.webmd.com/oral-health/
and make cleaning treatment for every six months!!

INCEPTION

I was really shocked about this movie, because there is been a long time i have not truly watching a movie so carefully. This is another amazing master piece directed by Christopher Nolan and starring Leonardo Dicaprio. Since after "Shutter Island", i was impressed about Leo's acting, his emotion is truly infected me. And this, INCEPTION, is the other best movie ever experience! There is no other like him.

-31 Julio 2010-