Friday, September 26

zi yu yang er qing bu zai

“子欲养而亲不在”,我很记得这句话。其实只是一句很普通的谚语,可是从他的嘴里说出来我真的很感触。很小的时候我就时常会去想如果有一天我什么都没有的时候,我的世界会变成怎样……

十岁的时候是我人生的第一个转rui点,那一年什么都变了。金融风暴,生意失败,经济困难,爸爸妈妈每天吵架,脾气变得很暴燥。一夜之间我什么都没了,突然间什么都得靠自己,出现问题的时候我谁都不敢说,遇到困难想家的时候我告诉自己不能哭,为什么不能哭?我也不知道,或许那个时候这意味着懦弱。就这样过了一年又一年,我还是很无知,可是我的确明白了很多东西……

“子欲养而亲不在”虽然说起来很普通,甚至会让人觉得我想太多,可是这句话对我来说真的很重要,我实实在在的感受到它的意义何在,或许可以这样说它是对我自己的一个警惕,因为我承受不了第二次的冲击。只有正视它,我才不会感到害怕……

不要等到失去了才后悔当初……

真的很厉害!

Walau,我现在才发觉到自己原来很久没update了,这几个月我在家的时间只有睡觉和洗澡,每天都是这样,果然开眼睛的时间还多过关眼睛的时间,哈哈,这是废话。


最值的表扬的是我竟然敢抱狗哦!真的不赞下自己就太对不起自己了。就连我家的jolie我都没抱过,根本没人相信其实我怕狗,哈哈,荒唐。我真的很害怕那些热情又活泼的狗,真的让我不知所错。记得有一次,我刚刚冲凉出来,jolie突然冲过来,结果我“啊”了一身声,吓到它转头就跑,哈哈,互相吓到。

我以为溜狗是件很开心的事,我还蛮期待的,那里知道一次罢了我就后悔了。结果我家的溜狗是去跑一百米,我最最最最最最讨厌跑步了,还要陪它跑几轮的一百米,这是什么溜狗嘛?!气死我了!还以为只是散散步而已,闲掉。

Tuesday, September 2

Hunny Jolie & I * 300808


Everyone know i love chow chow.
Why?
because it is big enough.
I really love BIG except big boyfriend, ahhahaha.
Can you imagine that you are sleeping with chow chow,
hug him, and even lying on sofa together watching tv, cool~~
It is such an enjoy with your pet,
and you don't need to bring him outgoing or always play with him,
he just like to sleep and lying there, just like me^^
cool~


But last saturday 30 August 2008, two days before,
she has come over her new house...
a golden retriever, some kind sporty dog.
Not bad too, although can't really big and square as chow^^

HUNNY JOLIE - her real name.
I like to call her Mow Mow and my sis like to call her Jojo.
Anyway, Jolie is just 2 month old...

My job is bring her to jogging every evening.
Anything out of this i wouldn't responsible, haha.
Since i'm not the one who ask to raise her.
She is quite cute actually,
but she always think i'm play with her when i scold her = ='

The most annoying is my sister would call me back,
before she is going to sleep! TMD!
Because she don't want me to wake her up when i come back!
Or lower the volume of the television that i'm watching,
to not disturb her sleeping!!
When the volume is too small that im can't really heard that
and my melayu is sucks, so i actually can't watch.
So what can i do everyday after 10pm?!
Somemore, she would always scold jolie on everyday 6am,
because of her pipi or pupu is on the floor,
this is very annoying that when you are sleeping.

Now, i'm just doing what thief always in other house.
Everything have to be the least sound,
but she is still looking at me now.
She is quite easy to wake up.
even i just walk from my living room to bedroom,
she would wake up also,
and looking at me until she is tire then sleep again.

Is quite enjoy to raise her
since i'm do not take any responsible on her.
Even quite smelly, she is cute then is fine.

One more thing that people may feel doubted...
actually I'm still scare dog.
When i play with Mow Mow, i would still scare,
especially she is running toward me,
i will suddenly stoping there and defense myself,
then she would shock awhile then play with me again. ahhahaha.
I'm sorry that sometime i still frighten her.
Because i really scare she would lick me
or throw herself on me,
or even climb on me.

LOVE YOU MOW MOW~