恋爱的感觉

张开眼睛
仿佛昨天是一场梦
一刹那又一刹那的出现在眼前
像梦境绚丽又漂浮

我听着他蓝调的旋律
看着他很投入的感觉
回忆起大同在鲁豫里的访问
我好感动

我早已不记得以前执着成就的那一回事
只想好好快乐的活下去
做着自己喜欢的事情
像大同一样享受自己的音乐

他的魅力远远超乎于我预期的
不管是Michael Jackson的Bad
Los Lobos的La Bamba
Stevie Wonder的Superstition
还是黑白、Love Song
我的妈呀，他就是方大同！！

 

心中的小孩

 想要长大的感觉

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我想每个人都有这样的感觉...

小时候总是充满好奇，期待自己长大后像街上走着的人们一样，属于自己的年代；像日剧里的大人一样，追逐梦想。渐渐地你发觉走在路上擦肩而过的不再是大人，你明白自己活了二十个年头，小时候期待长大的感觉没有了。

或许有个时候，你会害怕时间。挂在墙上的时钟走得比十年前快，你突然担心起身体内细胞的变化，我们都明白Mitch Albom说的这句话：“If you're always battling against getting older, you're always going to be unhappy, because it's going to happen anyhow.”


我开始明白...

年老经衰，只不过是舞台上的演绎；有上场的时候，也有下场的时候，每个人一生中都扮演着不同的角色；现在我们都明白年龄算不了什么，他只不过是个角色。

I am every age, up to my own.

Japon

最近吹起日本风

日本或是许多女生的梦想
身边像傻婆、波波就去过无数次日本
芹卡勒纳一家几个月前也走了一圈回来
日本也是昭莹的终极梦想
慧诗，就是那个有半个日本血统的男人的女人，想去北海道

我想或许我不是女生，虽然我粉爱日剧
可是对日本暂时没什么向往
会有种感觉.....日本是有钱的时候我才会去度假的地方
对，是度假，不是背包 ^^

知道卓恩和波波落实明年二月去日本
让我很想参与一脚
跟一群朋友去日本，我想一定别于背包的感觉
况且三千大元包机票的预算很吸引人 (因为住宿不用钱)
让我有点心动

可是一分钟后，就被理智拉了回来
一想到自己一月将会探访老挝十八天，就觉得自己有点过分
而且或许时间许可我的taj mahal之旅将会实现
认识我的人都知道我热爱印度就像昭莹热爱日本一样
那是我二十一岁的梦想
所以我无法不时时刻刻提醒自己的责任
我最大的目标就是要好好读书
满是planning的状态下
我很知足，暂时任何奢想都没有

日本就这样说拜拜了
さようなら~
Au revoir~

crazy!

the work of cleaning a house
first thing first, tidy up my room
of course get rid of all my notes and past year papers
it become like this

i used to sort out my notes subject by subject every time after exam
and this is what i have done in two times exam preparation
seriously this is freaking crazy than yesterday night
i must be mad of taking UOL

how do i handle this notes and study guides now
save it until i graduate, then burn it?

a life, not a toy

i just don't understand
why has no one listen to me when i was refuse to raise her
and you guys insist you can take care her by yourselve
even know you need to work in late

day after day you blame me about the ignorance
i was told you i have no any responsible to her at the first place
because i know i have not much patient and time for her

i help if only my assistance able
it's not means that i took the responsible
and i should do it for her
you got to clear that what have i claimed my position in earlier

i just feel ridiculous some time
you shouldn't pissed off
think about what you have promised
look at your dog
how long she have not been caring by you

i admit i don't like a dog
not because they look so irritating
the only reason is i know i'm not able to hold a life yet

i got poison!

i got a swollen finger

has bitten by a sting bug this morning

when i was waiting ktm

sob sob

using swollen finger to hold camera is not easy

writing even hard

aweful~

-17th May 2010-

21st years old 7months and 7days

it has been annoyed me since my preparation of exam
seriously i can't bear for my messy hair anymore
i have no 1minute to hesitate about this question
but sis gives me a hesitate staring

it recalls me.....
i was crying when the last time barber cut short my hair
there is many years ago
mom took me to cut short my hair
when i was transferred into ch primary sch

and now....the same thing happened
but i'm feeling pleasure this time ^^

-15th May 2010-

how i wish

how i wish i could lie on beach now
i need a long vacation
having a blank moment
no internet, no computer, no tvb
reading a favor book
this is my life

how i wish i could stay one more day
with sunshine and ocean
unfortunately i have no time
neither go earlier nor back later
french class and Khalil concert packed
this is my life

13May, only God know

12May2010. I remember i started study at 14:30
13May2010. I remember i started exam at 14:00

22:42 now
my eyelid are hundred tons of weight

about 20hours of studying
3hours struggling in exam hall
and 2.5hours steamboat followed
feeling so exhausted yet excited
May is gotta have lot of fun ;)

however
be worried
in the deepest heart
i could only tell myself
i pray for it since day to night
let god decide whether i deserve for it

if screw up
i may not have a reason to continue my study
world is reality
it may be a doomsday for me
..life is never easy

******



im thinking a 100 things i should do in holiday
included have a LC-A♥

12May, Absence

I suppose to resit the previous paper on later 2pm, but i made a decision. Due to not much effort that i have put into this subject, and lesser preparation than my last attempted, i should not sit for the exam, tho there are 3 max attempt and only latest mark will be reflect.

Anyway, i wasted 85pounds this year :/ i don't know why i paid rm700+...dad will kill me. i gotta make sure i can score 80 above next year. cause my first half unit only get 40marks, and thus an average of 60.

To classify 2nd upper class, i gotta make sure there are 2 foundation units are awarded on 2nd upper class(60marks). Since i have taken all the foundation units, this resit is become important.

Examination make me strongly feeling that im a student. But it came too late, i will attend my last paper on tomorrow. and the next one, would be on may 2011. Blessing me~~

11may, First Paper

the first time im praying so so so so hard
i know, because it's yet to push hardest
that's why i was keep collecting 'good luck' from my friends
hope it really works

3 hours exhausting in exam hall
press hardest to my calculator
hope that could get full marks in my Calculation
also trying to aggregate marking to 34, passing rate
it is not so easy, uh...(*blessing* again)...
well, i really tried
even i wasn't memorize the Theory question

7pm got back home
am feeling so so so tired
cooking 十全大补汤 now
recharging myself for the next fighting
tho it is somehow being sick to study
but then jojo is very annoying now
because of the smell of soup pervaded the house
arghhh! im going to kill her and add in to my soup!!

Google World.

看了小莹的*HARLO DEAR*，让我背包瘾压抑不住的发作。所以即刻点进了我的阿部格，也想share share本人的google程序。哈哈，抄他家的topic是有点怪怪的感觉啦~

我通常都是突如其来的热血，某电视节目像Travel&Living和HistoryChannel，或者是‘向世界出发’，是我最大的启发。 所以Jordan, Cuba, Mexico...etc..都成了我爱的国家。

1。Destination
热血后就会上google冲浪(译surfing)。都冲什么？这个时候如果冲Lonelyplanet.com、roughguide这些网有点难度，都是些地方介绍。所以我会冲游记，像“墨西哥游记”诸如此类的。中英都查，还有会点选“部落格”选项，然后save进favor list（agar agar看过）。

2。Budget
再来，google消费。对于一个很穷的学生，整个行程的消费非常关键。所以会特别冲别人的花费和当时带去的现金。

3。AirTicket
冲各国的廉价航空，确定平时的票价。

这个阶段其实还纯属热血，没有什么实际上的行动。

4。Confirm
当收到AirAsia的subsribe-*大促销*的时候，我就会上AA网调查折扣机票。基于之前的功课，所以自然而然你知道什么是便宜，然后抓紧机会买了它！

5。Duration
这个时候你会犹豫要买多少天的机票。我会再冲google，锁定景点所需要逗留的时间。参考大家的行程，比如地方A需要至少三天，地方B只要一天，加加埋埋就是你大略的行程天数了。

6。Itinerary
机票买了就是确定行程的时候啦！做了这么多功课，翻查之前存下的游记，仔细看一遍；加，冲一冲地方名，像‘Kuala Lumpur’，一个地方一个地方研究。最后把想去的地方挤进你的Duration里，就完成啦！当然包括traveling的时间，就是普遍应该用什么交通工具，多久可以抵达要去的地方....等等。

7。Accomodation
推荐冲tripadvisor.com。还有google热门旅馆的资料(官网)，和旅人的住宿照片，看看是否有差异或negative评语。然后就可以email有关旅馆，或tick几个理想的旅馆walk-in。

8。Transportation
可以通过住进的旅馆帮忙安排。或，游记里常有人推荐一些司机/导游的号码和email。

9。Tour Guide
我的tourguide就是我一贯会收集的LonelyPlanet。万分好用，里面包括itinerary, history background, map, hotel info, daily budget, 景点票价, transport, culture介绍, local basic language...etc, 应有尽有。

10。Go
可以去自助了！！

嗯，大致上我是这样plan的^^

一张纸、一个人

去了LevArt的《跟我去旅行》，深深地感受到林悦的一字一句。

她把我的心坎看惨了！
旅行最鼓舞我的不尽然是山明水秀，更在意的是风土人情。不管是路上轻轻向你微笑的同路人，还是热情说个不停的建筑师，忍不住约我们共度晚餐的伯伯tim，在我们身边骑单车的shawn，帮我杀了鞋上昆虫的英国女，撞伤了鼻子的澳客，亦或是陪我聊天的柬大学生，卖名信片给我的小家伙，骗我10美金的冒牌导游，销售烤肉串的猪妈妈，他们确确实实的记忆在我的心里。让我期待的或许是那一份人与人的亲切感，和那一份不一样的故事。风景下，凄惨、凋零、优美，因为有着背后的故事。

我的心灵是张白纸。
总是有人问我为什么？每每思考这个问题，我都没有答案。因为我的心灵是张白纸，我需要很多很多很多的冲击，很多很多很多的体验，和感观，让我确确实实地感受生命存在的温度。我就是那么如此地无知。

照片诉说着的故事。
说不上摄影，只能说照相，照相对我来说是为了把最美好的一刻永远留住。我从来都没有想过原来照片是需要灵魂的，他让我体会到照片也有它的生命。映像里诉说的不是最美好的那一刻，而是背后拥有的那一则故事。

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"There are no random acts...We are all connected...You can no more separate one life from another than you can separate a breeze from the wind..."

----Mitch Albom

变质

乱

复杂的心情

要好好读书谈何容易....


这不是个爱好，不是个兴趣，也不是passion

我在失败中......


这种十字路口的心情

我想倒退回家..


我变了

原本的气质销声匿迹....


我只想大声说，请你回来！！！！！

the first kiss

welcome to my Parker life, he is a Holgian ^-^
yes!! it has also been four months ago since i get developed
wanna thanks Fanny help for developed my first roll :)

im gonna show my failure result..
only 9 pieces out of 16 had successfully developed
sth's wrong with the film size
the dark corner has been cut out = ='

9th December 2009
is bobo birthday ^^

thanks bear, help for fill film :)

side of my condo swimming pool

fish eye + multi-exposure

just the balcony of house
i believe this plant is no longer in house, wilted xD

19th December 2009
Genting Highlands

first trip with uol classmate ;)

Film: Lucky SHD 100 120mm

a pleasant french

Oooh~

level up again!!!
a pleasantly surprise ^-^
never thought of get this higher mark in life
and still worries about passing
may luck stay with me always!!

it has been four months ago since last sem
petit(little) lost in class today
joining to 3 others night class student
made us realized there is a gap between
obviously this french guy are giving more practices in speaking et listening

******

"sayur" this word impress me so much today
it came from a french mouth to explain légume this word
i just can say he is cute, tu es chou!

having his class is fun
and realized language is not only a system of signs for information acquired
it's part of culture...
you learn the way they speak, they express
and also the way they live
it's sth that text book can't gives

J'aime tellement aujourd'hui =)
3e Mai 2010

Passage of Time

i'm pretty enjoy driven on the road
looking to and fro vehicles
music playing in car
every single scene mapping on eye
what a peaceful moment ;)
♥

☮ P.E.A.C.E

I would love to let my son learn Kung Fu one day ^-^ Remember my words. I will look back to my previous post when i got a boy.

I was going to watch Ip Man 2 right now, with 11 friends of mine. It's really cool man!! tho i was totally forget what the last Ip Man was. No doubt it is another great Chinese Film. The choreographic is awesome, which is on the par with the technology of western motion film. And it was choreograph by my love Sammo Hung =)



In the show, I do touched by the fighting of Sammo Hung on the stage. The spirit of dignitary protection is really touched my heart. As one of the Chinese nation, we know what was happened in the past. Sino-Japanese War, The Fourth May Movement, The World War II...lucky to be born in this decade. Cheers for living in a peaceful world. Hope the improvement of biochemical weapon wouldn't drive us to another world war III.

Peace~~~ *grin*
Nice Movie by the way (I'm Sammo Fan♥).