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exam will be held in two more days
I am totally not in the aura
focus focus focus
every night every morning i murmur to myself 
I tell myself study is the only way to survive
apparently it doesn't work

this feeling is terrible
why I can't just be a good girl
stay calm
being a good student good daughter
just like others
 
damn the complicated human behavior
what can i do if i failed to reach the current objective
i feel so wimpy