make it true!

I am just nervous like how Jojo shock by thunder in raining day...sitting diam diam on her pan, that's how she behave.

I am waiting for the day..the day i can shout "yes! i pass all the subjects!", and say the nervous and insomnia for the past few months do reserve a value.

The only thing other than pray hard, i breath deep and tell myself, no matter what the result would be, i will bear for it. Since the first day i made the decision, i bear for the consequences it stands.

This three months was a devil holiday ever....i will release on 1st of September soon.

God, you tell me what i deserve to? a shorter life? a broken heart? or a graduation on time? what about my postgraduate studies?

I don't want a dream, i want it be true.