有一天

今天早上等的士的时候, 街上车来车往的, 路过的皆是熄了灯的的士, 才发觉到...路过的的士其实有很多, 只不过我等的一直都是那辆亮着灯的的士而已...人生也正不是这样吗?? 我相信总有一天, 我终究会遇到亮着的那一辆....

CHANGE..to believe..

我们总是想着要如何如何放弃, 可是我们却从来没有想过要如何争取.就好像人人都想上天堂,却没有人想死.....这翻话是我想对我的一个小学同学说的, 虽然他并不会看到, 不过我实在不喜欢放在心里...

今天我才发觉到原来我是那么的不被信任, 那么所有之前说过的对他而言根本就没有意义, 他也根本不应该相信我, 在没有任何信任可言的情况下, 什么都是假的...

我知道, 不论问题是什么, 发生在何处, 是谁受到影响, 唯一该改造的是我自己... 那么今天的问题将会归咎于我自己... 当我说 "..为什么你就不相信我?" 的时候, 其实应该是我自己的映现.. 问题根本就不是出自于对方的身上, 是我的问题... 是我让他对我没有信心, 是我让我自己的言语无法变成相信...

无论怎样, 我还是很开心见到他^^

end, 26 Oct 2008

Dreams come true

Dreams never end, and never small.

Thought.Become.Thanks

Times Square

Club Med Cherating

Lumix Camera

by 19 oct 2008.Shian

Start Living Life.

What do you really want?

Thought. Become. Thanks.

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Larry King interview Oprah on The Secret.

"....the way you think is create reality yourself...", Oprah.
(MORE on http://www.youtube.com/user/aSecretAgent)

the 20th day

This birthday, have not much of pleasure. Erm...well, may be there is a lot of thing that i have to consider or worry....this is not the right time for me, so my 20th birthday is just gone like nothing.

Not much of excited or expected, I even din't know my birthday is coming before my friend have told me. Funny thing is I just realized my birthday on the mid-night of 6oct when i checked the date, paiseh paiseh^^ the next of my birthday won't be this again. Things is changing...

Firstly, I have to apologize to my friends that sorry to not celebrate with kaklik on thurs night Full House and didn't attend chyn celeration at Chilis also...sorry that i really can't make it. Hope you guys had a nice dinner^^

So before the day, I have invited few of my girl frends in haste. We went to Departure Lounge, which located at Damansara - Aman Suria, somewhere beside NKVE, to during our hi-tea. Yes, is choose by me, i don't know is it they like it, just feel like try something new. Hope won't be hated^^

I wanna start lor~

My yummy~ Chicken Delish Toast RM 11.90

English Breakfast Tea RM 4.50

nice honey!!!

Sinyee, someone really kindness to everyone,

everyone like her especially our Vivien Ahlong.

She eat Classic Caesar's RM 7.90

**i love salad!!!!

Our "Stupid" representative - ooiWaisze,

who often make my cells die for her

but support me always.

look at her face, so 38 & stupid neh!

WS de Chicken Caesar RM 10.90

Shapo, someone cute and look like living in her own happiness world^^

She refuse to take picture of her new hair style.

She drinks Hot Chocolate RM 7.00

Ana, someone look tough and strong girl,

but she got a bad habit when holiday!!!!!

She used to switch off her phone just simply she think no one will find her,

I already suggest her to live in 深山野林.

She is eating Chicken + Beef Delish Toast RM16.90

This is our gossip collector 所谓的情报员 ms.KhooZaoYing^^

We just seen her argue with her lovely Yao by phone, funny!!

She eats Chicken Delish Toast also.

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Thanks all of the wishes,
Vicky,Carlos,WS,Geat,Yunn,Chyn,ZhiYang,Enoch,YennYi,

Man,Min,Bear,Kaklik&Calise,MeiXin,Cyee,JinJie,Engkee,

SunHao,WeiYang,Phong,Vivien,ShuangYiing,Justin,

mybro,Judy,GuoXiong,Elaine,Boey & Bobo.

and who celebrate with me,
ws, zy, ana, syee, shapo, enoch, ben, hl, tat & marc.

.gift

EVERYDAY GIVE YOUR LIFE IS A GIFT FOR YOU.

7 OCT 2008

叼!

我现在的心情只可以用吊来形容!!! 不是我觉得自己吊, 是我姐姐真的是史无前例的吊!!!!!!!!!!! 妈的, 只有粗口这种粗俗的语言才可以完完全全地形容她, 体现她的那种变态!!!! 我刚刚把我电话忘了在我朋友的车上, 回到家后才发现, 我要打给车主, 可是那个八婆竟然不借我电话!!! 这是什么心态?!! 她真的很吊!!! 吊吊吊, 同一个妈妈生又怎样, 这么自私的人我现在才发觉到, 她真的不是普通的自私!!!!! arghhhhhhhh...我真的很生气, 我还有很多重要的事要用到电话!!!! 这里附近又没有公共电话, 我家又没有, 我想搭的士去我朋友家拿回电话, 可是我身上只有两块钱, 又夜了...现在她在照顾她的狗, 我严重feel到我连狗都不如!!!!!! ...我真的不知道要怎么办...我完完全全失去了联络...

我应该一早就知道她从来都不是可以依赖的亲人, 在我最需要的时候她总是抛弃我...在我五年级的时候她就已经抛弃过我了, 今天也不例外....我被打劫后, 一无所有又慌张的时候, 只有她可以帮到我的时候, 她也没有伸出援手, 只是不断的责备, 自己却跟男朋友在新加坡...我最后一天工做时, 在出门的时候不小心把自己囚禁了起来, 只有她可以帮到我的时候, 她宁愿让我从早上八点半关到晚上八九点, 她也不愿意折回来....我从来都不重要.....今天对我来说她什么也不是, 以后也不会是什么......