Friday, June 24

Go Short!

It has been 14 days ago since I got short. It was definitely during a hard time when everyone has some comments. I am brave (for certain things) but not confident enough. I made myself silent and feeling to bury myself while something came in different way, I hope it didn't freak my friends out. 

It was all good at first. I have fear of height since small and almost cried out while shaking my steps on the zig zag bridge xxx meters above the ground in the early morning. I shout loudly for the Jesus Christ height while flying within tree and tree, yet released all negative emotion accumulated in days and days. It was fun and fun!

Then, following CYee to barber's with dirty body, dry hair, and make no prepared about hairdressing at all. Stepping into the barbershop, I know I need a haircut, and I was told that cut to be like Charmaine Sheh, hah, she is beautiful.

Have you ever wake up earlier and go for a walk? Fresh, I would say. As Buddhist says 三千丝烦恼, it's true, you wouldn't like to carry a messy hair everyday, when it all gone, you feel free and like a breath in morning. However, it's soon hurricanes when word doesn't come as good as you felt. Though things blew away in a minute, it doesn't matter because I am good now :D

New Haircut in 12th June 2011. LIKE.

Monday, June 13

l'avenir

Quel que soit le passé est passé, le meilleur est toujours à venir
Whatever with the past has gone, the best is always yet to come

Monday, June 6

fucking world

我真的很想骂粗口,从广东话到闽南语、再来英文、法文、毛利文、拉丁.....
真的是关你爸爸的事!
一次两次我可以当做没听见,当耳屎没挖尽,做人不需要这么小气。
可是每个月像定期月事,三两个星期一次
请问你哪根筋不对劲,我出世的时候抢了你妈妈还是婴儿床

打从第一眼看见我,有哪个人不知道我是瘦子
我从来都不否认什么,真他妈的你得不得空说两下
“真的很瘦,真的很瘦~”,是不是我吃完饭后会立刻胖起来
别说那种多余又没有建设性的话
你要说我胖了瘦了都无所谓,那是种变化
真受不了
要不是妈妈教我要有礼貌,你他妈的我还假假跟你哈拉

还有那些三姑六婆,男人说三道四,照下镜子好不
别人家的事我可理不来,还尽然烧起我家来
我牙齿长在自己的嘴里干你什么事
是敲坏了你的机车还是咬伤了你

我真的不明白人身攻击让你们觉得世界很美好吗
不管中学、大学、社会,这些人不分阶层就爱往你身上插
从身形到胸部到牙齿,关你爷爷的事
我自己都没有介意什么时候轮到你这个路人说话
别说我防御力强,说我说话够毒
这些年来,要不是这些人我根本不需要保护自己
人不犯我我不犯人你应该明白